within the sound of silence
Jan 1, 2017 15:38:23 GMT -6
Post by ARIANA JACQUELINE PIERCE on Jan 1, 2017 15:38:23 GMT -6
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[attr="class","sera-lyrics"]when the world is weighin' down on me
[attr="class","sera-subtext"]I pop a top, I take a shot, I drop a pill
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[attr="class","sera-content"]Ariana could remember when she saw the movie Mean Girls. There was a scene where Lindsay Lohan's character Cady walks into the lunch room and looks around for somewhere to sit, and in her mind she went through the different groups at each of the tables. Ariana never understood how it could feel to be so out of place until she walked into Ellisville High School that morning. The situation of cliques played out in each of her classes that day. There were the jocks in the back of the room talking about their crazy weekend and the girls they were hooking up with. Her own cousin was one of them. Then there were the popular girls and the cheerleaders. At her old school she had been one of them, but now Ariana didn't know exactly where she stood. The situation had been playing out all morning where she just walked into class near last and would take whatever seat was open. She had sat around all types of people in her classes so far. Sometimes with the studious in the front, and sometimes she found herself in the back with the burnouts. Somehow in almost three months Ariana still found herself feeling like a bit of an outcast.
Ariana knew if she used who she was things wouldn't be so hard. People knew her cousin, and they liked him, and they knew her uncle was the mayor, so she was a good person to have around. She just had never found herself in a place where she had to meet new people. Her mom got married when she was young, so her step-father paid for the best private schools, and she remained friends with those same people through high school. Sure, she had been to the town every summer since she was a kid, but Ariana didn't know enough people to feel like she could really fit in there immediately. Ariana hated being pulled from her perfect life in Nashville, where her step-father, while divorced from her mother, continued to pay for things after the divorce.
With lunch, Ariana was not finding herself so lucky. She had walked as slowly as possible going to the cafeteria, but everyone seemed so distracted, talking to their friends at lockers, or fixing their hair and make-up. Enough people sat at the rectangle tables that she could see the clear division of the cliques. Popular people, athletes, creatives, and people she didn't even know the correct descriptor for. Ariana knew she should just take this opportunity to sit where she thought she should fit in, but she felt afraid as she walked into the large room.
At her old school, if she was in this situation, Ariana always had a clear place to sit down. She was a cheerleader. She dated two different guys on the football team at times. She sat with the popular people. She would be found either with her best friend or with her boyfriend of the moment next to her. Having to make a decision was just making a pit form in Ariana's stomach as she approached the cafeteria.
As she looked across the large room, Ariana spotted people from her classes. There was the guy who reached of weed and looked like he hadn't showered in a month was sitting at a table with a girl who looked a lot like him. Another table had a few people with their heads in their books, probably trying to finish up their summer reading at the last second before their next class. Then there were the two other cheerleaders who were chatting away like they were having the most important conversations of their lives. Ariana knew it was her best bet to take a seat with them. Things could look like they did at her old school.
Ariana took a breath as she began to walk toward the table. If she was going to finally take a seat at the table with the two girls, leaving just a couple seats open in between them, then she had to go ahead and do it before she ended up being that weird girl eating in the bathroom or something. Ariana was still feeling a little hesitant, but she couldn't turn back now as she approached the table. The young brunette brushed her long brown hair behind her shoulders as she finally took a seat at the table, almost afraid to say something, leaving two empty seats between her and the next girl, who had also been in one of her earlier classes. It was still a weird sensation for Ariana as she looked at the food she got, but did not intend to eat.
Ariana knew if she used who she was things wouldn't be so hard. People knew her cousin, and they liked him, and they knew her uncle was the mayor, so she was a good person to have around. She just had never found herself in a place where she had to meet new people. Her mom got married when she was young, so her step-father paid for the best private schools, and she remained friends with those same people through high school. Sure, she had been to the town every summer since she was a kid, but Ariana didn't know enough people to feel like she could really fit in there immediately. Ariana hated being pulled from her perfect life in Nashville, where her step-father, while divorced from her mother, continued to pay for things after the divorce.
With lunch, Ariana was not finding herself so lucky. She had walked as slowly as possible going to the cafeteria, but everyone seemed so distracted, talking to their friends at lockers, or fixing their hair and make-up. Enough people sat at the rectangle tables that she could see the clear division of the cliques. Popular people, athletes, creatives, and people she didn't even know the correct descriptor for. Ariana knew she should just take this opportunity to sit where she thought she should fit in, but she felt afraid as she walked into the large room.
At her old school, if she was in this situation, Ariana always had a clear place to sit down. She was a cheerleader. She dated two different guys on the football team at times. She sat with the popular people. She would be found either with her best friend or with her boyfriend of the moment next to her. Having to make a decision was just making a pit form in Ariana's stomach as she approached the cafeteria.
As she looked across the large room, Ariana spotted people from her classes. There was the guy who reached of weed and looked like he hadn't showered in a month was sitting at a table with a girl who looked a lot like him. Another table had a few people with their heads in their books, probably trying to finish up their summer reading at the last second before their next class. Then there were the two other cheerleaders who were chatting away like they were having the most important conversations of their lives. Ariana knew it was her best bet to take a seat with them. Things could look like they did at her old school.
Ariana took a breath as she began to walk toward the table. If she was going to finally take a seat at the table with the two girls, leaving just a couple seats open in between them, then she had to go ahead and do it before she ended up being that weird girl eating in the bathroom or something. Ariana was still feeling a little hesitant, but she couldn't turn back now as she approached the table. The young brunette brushed her long brown hair behind her shoulders as she finally took a seat at the table, almost afraid to say something, leaving two empty seats between her and the next girl, who had also been in one of her earlier classes. It was still a weird sensation for Ariana as she looked at the food she got, but did not intend to eat.
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